today....

oh my gosh. i had a very crazy day today. i dont even know how to start it. but i learned one big thing. and it affected me alot. because it is something that will affect two people i really care about. see. everyone usually has a goal in life. like. they say "i cant wait til i get this and i can do this with these people" and its like. they drop everyone and everything just to obtain it basically. and AS they are working towards it they lose people. and it is just so sad. because they are left with no one.

i just think its a sad thought. to be at the top, the place youve always dreamed. and there is no one there with you. your alone. and you have all that you want. and no one to share it with.

well there is alot on my mind. a couple things.
one. im glad dick week is over...
two. i think i might be done for a while. but im not sure. haha



YOU.
i just cant really believe you. idk. i guess it wasnt a bad thing. but it kind of offended me.



question. (please answer if you can in anyway respond to me)
have you ever met someone, and you get to know them. and you care about them ALOT, but you just sometimes wish you hated them? because you CANT hate them? because you care so much? yeahhhh..... it sucks